Michelley...
...my fantasy life!
Havanh Club, and tropical paradise.....
about 3 weeks ago, i was having some sushi on queen, ( it was bad, dont
eat there if you come to toronto! ) but when we were finished a guy
from the next table offered to pay for our dinners ( my best friend
Debby was with me) i thought it was kind of charming, but a little
weird at the same time.... we began chatting and it was good, hes
funny, smart and maybe just a little greedy, which kind of turns me
off, but we are still dating, i try to laugh off is flaws.
Later that week i was going on a blind date that stood me up, but while
i was waiting by the flowers, at the meetin spot, this other guy comes
up to me, ( pretty cute, besides is dumbo esk ears.... :S) and
meantions that he would like to get to know me, as if the side walk is
a pick up spot! hahah he gives me his number and i call him about
a week later. get this, he says what took you so long to call, like i
dont have a life, or anything!
hahahah
the next week roles on and i am seeing both those guys that i met
on queen street esntually, everything is pretty good, they dont know
about each other and live is full of hot dates!
untill i am finishing lunch and its secretieries day, so i decide to
take the long way back to work so that i can pick up some flowers for
ours at work. as i walk passt this furnature store, a hot ( i
mean HOT) guy walks out and smiles, i smile back, then he says hi, i
say hi, and we walk on. hes just behind me, but then walks past
while i go into the flower shop.... come out and guess whos waiting for
me?? the hot guy, he says in a sexy brazilian accent, i just came back
cause i wanted to get to know you?? suprized but happy, i say
sure! he walks me to school and then i think i dont really want
him knowing where i work, but i say well hopefully hes "normal"
hahahahahahaha
he asks for my number i say can i have yours??? he says sure, but
neither of us have a pen or paper?? so i say come into my school and
you can give it to me there, he says sure. 2 days go by and then
he shows up at my school, i had already left for the day, so it was a
little sketchy..... so i call him the next day to tell him that
he cant just come by unanounced... and then theres no answer i leave my
msg, and then he calls the school 2 in one day.... i am getting a
little worried, considering this guy knows where i am 5 days a week...
oh shite!!!!
Call me crazy, but hes hot, so we organize a date, for the following
saturday, hes late and then he takes me to this cheeze dinner for a
coffee, he says go a head have another juice its on me..... hahahhah
what did he think he was treating me to a five star meal or something i
dont know, but it was sort of funny in the moment!
we leave the cafe and walk up to bloor st. holding hands and talking
seems pretty good. hes really interested in music so i tell him about
this used cd store, and we look around, i wanted a nelly fertado (sp:S)
cd, {i know its BAD, but some of her learics are good!} anyway theres
nothing there, and he vows to get me one from this other cd store,
where he goes all the time! oh yeah, he tells me he has a gf, which i
am sort of fine with, since i am seeing two other guys....
long story short.... sorta, we see each other a few times, this guy is
a Comeplete sex machine!!!! but then while were doing it, his phone
rings, first call he ignors, second he gets cause he had got up to turn
off the lights.... and then talks to the person in spanish, which i can
sort of understand, and its his gf, and shes like get your ass home!!!
home??? home?? he lives with her, i say in my mind, i dont want to
break up a happy home.... but then he tells me, he didnt
lie to me, " he told me he has a gf" but neglected to meantoin that
they are living together!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kind of upsetting, but
live able. then i feel guilty for making him feel guilty... whats a
girl to do??
please tell me ?? do you think i am too slutty?? i havent slept with
any but the brazilian, but it was just a short fuck, but reasonably
good! i dont know, i love the way he worships my body, but hate the way
he just does what he wants when ever he wants it!!!!!!! maybe i should
just try to focus on myself?????
9.5.05 06:18
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(22.5.05 18:05) mich, i dont think ur a slut, ur young and having a laugh. live life the way u want, just have fun and regret the silly stuff when your older if u really have to. do be careful though, there's fun and there's just plain stupidness ...ive done both  )
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