Michelley...
...my fantasy life!
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potato salad...
So its been almost forever since i have writen anything in this blog... I have reverted back to an actual journal! I thought i would write something here today! So I have really been thinking about heading back to paris, its so beautiful there! A while back, i actually had a dream of living there! So recently i have been looking online to find jobs i could do there... nothing much besides being a nanny. Which wouldnt be bad, but i dont know if i could make it, i think i might need a larger income! So my life is kind of in a topsy turvy state... I dont know if i will have a secure job next Sept, and i am trying to take this as an oppertunity! for travel and such, but at the same time i kind of feel like time is running out... I am going to be 30 this year, and i feel like if i go for a years worth of travel i might just be putting myself behind a year... WHo knows... But i have my hopes set very HIGH in regards to this hospital lottery my mom and i have got some tickets for. So When i recieve the phone call stating that we won xxM |
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dill pickle chips!
So its been a crazy long time since i have even been on this site, never mind actually writing something!! After that trip to europe, my life as still not been the same, i havent really been into the same things i was in to before i left... Who knows if it was the trip or if i am acutally growing up! Somethings have been very challenging but hopefully that chapter in my life is close for a very long time, if not forever!! So work is relatively good! This new chicka is working in the school i work at and she is crazy nice/cool/kind and maybe just wonderful! She makes me want to be a better person! Im sure i sound like a nut job, stating all this shit, but i guess its just how i feel in the moment! so getting on to relatively new things... On friday, i met this fella at a recertification, and he was very nice!! he gave me his email, and i want to contact him, im just not sure of how... well i know how, but not sure what to say... i havent been nervouso like this in ages!! well i want to go and relax... xxM |
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hot stuff!~~
So I am just finished my packing, just awaiting my ride and my mother to finish getting ready! Im starting to get excited!! My mom is blasting the Donna Summers, and we are getting ready, but i don't think she is dressed yet...:S Soon i will be there!! xxM |
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Orange juice!
So ya, the count down has begun! Only 20 days till i hop on that Jet Plane and fly over that huge body of water... Im getting a little nervous... this will the biggest trip in my life to date!! I will arrive in London July 3rd in the morning, and i will stay at the YMCA, as previously mentioned... I think?? But my main reason for the stop in London, besides the cheaper flight is so that i can meet you guys!! And maybe see the sights and a different culture! I was wondering if any one has any suggestions in regards to a bar or pub we will have drinks at?? I would love it if someone would volunteer to organize something?? I will be leaving for Switzerland on July 5th in the afternoon sometime, so maybe on Tuesday or Wednesday would be nice! But if that time isnt good, I will be back in London July 17th till the 19th. And if anyone would like to volunteer to show me a few sights that would be so exciting for me!! Since my friends from Canada, that live there now, maybe out of London... :S But if you guys are too busy, don't worry, i like to see things on my own sometimes! Ok, OK, getting back to my current life, my Mom WON!~! $25000. 00 on a scratch and win lottery ticket, and gave me $1000.00 extra for my trip! I saw the Brazilian a couple of weeks ago, and maybe for sure its over, if i haven't informed you of that yet! And its also completely over with this guy my roommate calls Pointy, because of his pointy nose and other things... I just realized those guys arent worth my time, i need people in my life, that are beyond AMAZING!! And on the weekend, when i was at my cousins place, we decided to go to the local bar... on the way there, her friend wanted to stop and get smokes, and we met this handsome fella.(who looks like Billy Zane, the evil bf from the Titanic movie.) my cousin invited him to come for drinks, he did! And he bought me a few drinks, we shared a few laughs... Yada Yada... I ended up at his apartment, which is kind of risky i know, but i like to live on the wild side at times... plus i could tell he is a pretty straight arrow... I hope~! HA!HA!HA! So we fooled around and it was nice, and let me just say he was VERY ENTHUSIASTIC!!! Like 5x enthusiastic!! And more if i would have let him!! And i wanted to have sex with him so badly, but i resisted!! But he did have a SUPER HUGE!!! MAYBE THE BIGGEST I HAVE EVER SEEN!!! I have his number, and i want to call, but something is holding me back, maybe i don't want to seem to eager, plus i hardly know him... But he was very nice, funny, caring, and he kept his apartment very clean and organized! Which i like!! well i had better get to bed!! Sorry it has been so long since i have really blogged anything, just busy with working full time and taking three night courses... xxXMichelley |
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Astro Original~ Strawberry~
So my weekend, was pretty quiet... i got into a disagreement with my cousin on her birthday-- sucked and made me very emotional!! But when i got home, i just chilled and checked my email and such..... When " Mr. Old Flame" came online, i quickly invited him over, and he was at my place in less than an hour. It had been over 6 weeks since i had last seen him, and i think that was seriousoly effecting my emotional state... I hope im not too in love with this guy!! I know i love him, and i think i might always love him, but in one weird way, i felt like i wanted to marry him and have children together.... So weird, because i dont imagine myself like that with many people! He makes me feel so secure! Like i could do anything and he would still be there for me, still enjoying every minute with me!! Our time spend together was VERY BERRY INTENSE!! We stayed up till 5:30am, well i went to bed, and he went home... which kind of sucked because i would have liked to have woken up next to him, and recreated the intensity that was felt during the night! But it was very romantic as well, while we were laying down, talking and enjoying one another the birds started singing! And we both felt like it was a nice closing... when i opened the door to let him out, my morning paper had already arrived.... Yesterday when i consulted with my love oracle book... he and i may get married~! HAHAHAH~!! I will now log on to easyjet and order my tickets!~ Im a little nervouso!! xxMichey |
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esspresto brownee
So it was a long weekend, here... maybe there too!~ HA! So it was like two saturday nights in one weekend, so i went out both nights! The first i went to a party, and got too trashed!! So trashed, that i called this guy i fooled around with, and we got naughty, but at the current moment i kind of regret it! But in the moment it was very sweet, romantic and hot! ( it even involved me being fed grapes, by a very handsome man...) Like it was very pleasant, but i feel like i hardly know that guy, which i don't, i think it was only like possibly the forth time we met :S But i was very horny, maybe i just needed it..... So on my second Saturday night (really Sunday!) Mitzy and i went to the College st bar. Its usually a great party with too many hot guys! There wasn't much different last night, but i just didn't feel interested in any of them... There was even this really super hot guy that was hitting on me, and he had a hot friend for my friend as well, and i don't know what came over me, i didn't take the bate. I kind of felt like he was possibly too hot for me, and that it just couldn't work?!?!???? Honestly i don't know what has come over me, my self confidence has gone to the crapper! I get dressed and i don't feel sexy in anything~!!!! One of my other friends said maybe im in love with someone, which is kind of hard to believe cause if i were in love wouldn't i know who it was with?? Not feeling like my good old self... plus i got into an argument with my dad, this afternoon... it was a real tear fest........ still so emotional! maybe im going through some kind of getting too close to 30 mid-life crisis! going to bed kisskissMichy
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water...
So i finally got my tickets to London the other day! its official, i will be in Europe this summer!! My mom got me that book, Europe on a shoe string, from the lonely planet collection, i will start reading it tomorrow, as she just gave it to me like an hour ago... But some of my friends recommended that i stay at the East Indian YMCA, does anyone have any ideas if this is a good spot?? or any recommendations for me?? miss you guys!! kisskissMichelley |
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